MY ANXIETY'S SONGS

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hen the anxiety comes around, I decide to pack my stuff  and riding to my parent’s residence. There is no more will confort you than  spending time in your parents couch. Here come the anxiety about several things smack my head repeatly. I don’t know when it started but suddenly has been influencing me. I was started worrying my future, I know it’s very sudden those chlice things float up, but here I tell you some, anxiety is the  item you need to deal with—without asking your excuse—when you through twenty’s, You start to agree about being life in realistic by extinguish your dream.

Well, cut the case. Inspite of writing about my discomfort mumbling, it would be more wise if  I’m practicing my writing skill. I’ll write about my kind of music again this time,  there are always a lot of fun to talk about music isn’t  it?  but speaking about anxiety, I’ll put some song I tend to hear  linked to my recently mood.

Hahaha, it’s perhaps (again) not necessary for some of you but who cares? this is my personal blog and no rule which bondaries me for what I can and can’t post anyway, right? hehe

So, what did I got?

Passenger; I heard a lot about his songs recently, I have shut down in the room since arrived and chruning my drive. Found this song luckly and play it a lot of time while sitting beside my dad whom amused by TV program. Here some:

·         Cath In The Dark

·         Things That Stop You Dreaming

·         The Way That I Need You.

Since I enjoyed Korean Songs, they will always being in some spare place on my playlist  to accompanying my mood. I listened a lot of  Korean hiphop song when this such of mood comes around long ago, and that methode still available to use untill now though. So, what hiphop songs I can share with you?

I got…..

·         BTS – First Love

·         BTS- Reflection

·         Song Minho ft Taeyang  - Fear

·         Dok2 – It’s alraight

·         Bewhy – Forever

Plus FortMinor “Remember My Name” for extra dose.  Hahaha

I looking at anxiety is the  tough battle we have to against for. Imagine you are in the war fighting enemys to reach a victory, you probably can be furious than you should be if the enemy is some one else which have no relate to you, but how if the enemy is your own fucking self? Would you fight against part of your soul?  I barely can’t control my mind sometime, now tell me how I can control two opposite person in me at once?

But still, I don’t wanna rush anything, I just let it flow,  one feeling will be healing by itself after~~ *trying to hearten myself LOL*

This post related both feeling and songs, I hope so. Hehehe.